I’m not that good with websites or technical stuff… Took me forever to change my blogrolls :p Oh well…. Blogrolls.. That word sounds like something from a Sushi restaurant..

I’m doing laundry in two hours, which is awesome cause I have almost no clean clothes cause I missed my last laundry day and it takes one month to get a new one…that sucks…
I really want to have my own house. Not a big one, a kinda small one but with seperate rooms for kitchen, bedroom etc.. and of course my own washingmachine…
I’ve been thinking a lot about moving and getting my own place… but yeah it’s always about money and such.. if I didn’t have a job here in Stockholm I might’ve moved to some other city, but yeah… I don’t know.. as always I don’t know what I want to do with my life..

I’ve talked to the ‘headquarters’ of my work today about my illness and I got a call from a psychologist. Which is nice cause now I do feel like things are speeding up. I hate it when everything’s just still, floating in the air, drifting inbetween… I’m gonna see this psychiatrist in two weeks..
*sigh* Why is my life so full of thoughts?

Jessi is trying to make me buy things from her store. She showed me a Cobra Phone now and she knows that I love those designs. But why have a homephone when I have no permanent home? I had a homephone and something that looked like a normal ‘couples lives’ when I was engaged. Weird. Thinking back on that makes me feel like it was someone elses life and not mine.

I had plans today but when I woke up I had no motivation to get out of bed… was some weeks ago I felt like that, but today it hit again. I fell asleep around 04.30 in the morning. Fucking waste of day today… But the good things are the phonecalls I had, makes me feel like at least something’s going on.

‘Flyttfågeln’ saw my neighbours naked hairy ass through the window some days ago. I hope he won’t get scarred for life cause of that traumatic happening :p Haha

Had a nice chat with my sister today on msn. Everytime I wish that I was there with her and not 25 mil away..

Alright, Linda Merja over and out.