I forced myself up around 10 or something this morning. I had been sleeping two hours or such by then. I had to call the doctor, my job and the social insurance office… the woman at my job I needed to talk to wasn’t there, I didn’t get to talk to my doctor until wednesday and the social insurance office refuse to give me money…
I didn’t go back to sleep, forced myself to stay awake to do laundry and I also cooked food (first time since a long time..) and I’m still awake and it’s 5 in the afternoon…’awake’ might be the wrong word though.. I have my eyes opened anyway…at times… fell asleep 30 minutes ago. I’m sooooo tired!

Jessi wanted me to go to a pub with her tonight to take a beer with some people. I thought it would be a fun thing to do, but I’m just getting more tired each minute that passes, so I have to skip the sociolizing part tonight, sorry Jessi. I’ll make it up for you soon I just really need to sleep… *zzzzzzzzzzz*

I have plans on getting up early tomorrow and go to a store to check out some furniture (just to do something and be up early to keep trying to change my dayrhythm), and I need to buy food… I’m gonna cook some dinner for Juha tomorrow and I don’t know what yet..

My throath is bitching a bit I hope it passes on its own. I can’t afford any medecines and I have no medecines at home..

Must stay awake some more hours so I can sleep all night…. I feel how that’s not gonna happen..

Jessi showed some pics of possible kitties she’s gonna buy. Adorable!! She was gonna buy a tiny kitten by her brothers gf, but the kitty died
Please let me rent this apartment firsthand so that I can get a pet aswell..!

Okey, this isn’t working.. I need to sleep…at least for a little while….. *zzzZ*