No I’m not gonna give up, but what the hell am I suppose to do with my brain?? All these fucked up questions in my head and there’s no answers!

Am I really bisexual as I feel/think?
Why do I flirt with people who obviously can never be mine?

Got such a bad feeling just washing over me all of a sudden earlier this evening, and it still lingers on Some weird anxiety, feeling it in my stomach and chest…like hollowness..what am I? who am I? and where am I going in life?

So tired… why can’t I be happy and keep going on living like everybody else? *sigh*