I’m in Motala now, where my family lives. It’s my moms and sis’ birthday today

Mom and I got up at 6.30 to give my sis breakfast at bed before she went to school. After that I went to bed again to sleep some more :p

Got a call from Christian today. He’s my secret sweetheart and the one I allow to break my heart constantly. He wants to meet me and I want to meet him. Though we’ll probably end up in bed if we do. hmmm…
And Erik got a job! Congrats my friend Since he lives here in Motala I will meet up with him and his girlfriend some day soon I will at least meet up with him on friday after his job.
On saturday the rest of my relatives will come to party to celebrate my mom and sis. I hope I can cope with it…

An old classmate wanted me to call her aswell…I’m not sure…her and me used to be 110% enemies in high school :p But before that, we were good :p well, I’ll see about that..I got her number.

I’m talking to a nice guy from a datingsite..yes..I know.. Ive said over and over again that I won’t date for awhile now, and I still have this crush on Christian (but I need to get rid of it anyway so maybe dating IS good). This guy is normal, sweet, shows respect and yeah… we will meet when I go back to stockholm. Though I don’t hope for anything. I’m not even excited. I just see it as meeting another human being whom I’ve never met before.
It’s getting harder and harder to break down my walls…

Boys and love are serious bullshit.

Ive got to know another guy from Darkside.se who’s really nice aswell, but nothing  goes on between us more than friendship and very innocent half-flirting. He has added me as his protégé on darkside.se, which means, if someone messes with me – they’re messing with him aswell. And I promise, you don’t want that (he’s almost 2 metres and his arms are as big as my whole body) As soon as he comes to Stockholm, we’ll meet up and have a chat
I like meeting new people. I just don’t like it when they hurt me..

Oh by the way, I might get my Medusa piercing tomorrow! Will keep you updated on that. Now I’m gonna see if my parents have something yummy in their fridge ;D

Bye for now!