Okey, so yesterday I got a mail from this guy I was dating now the last time, the one who ‘dumped’ me. I was really surprised that he contacted me cause after he dumped me (one or two months ago), he didn’t reply to my textmessages or so. He broke my heart totally. Well, in this mail I got from him he asked how I was, what was up and so on. I thought there had to be a catch… I replied that I’m wokring as a gardener now, that I’ll be studying in the fall (more about that soon ), that I’m doing really good. And he replied and was like:”You’re awesome! I’m SO happy for you”
hmmm… so anyway we mailed back and forth a while and he wanted to meet me again. I didn’t know what I got myself into when I said that we could meet up that evening. So I went to his place…and things were great. We kissed, had sex, cuddled… and we’re gonna give this another chance. I told him that he hurt the hell out of me and that it might take very long time for me now to open up again and so on. He was okey with that and said that he had missed me so much…
So we’ll see what happens with this story now :p He’s away working for a week down in southern part of Sweden now, and right now I don’t feel the need to contact him while he’s there. I still will try hard to focus on myself now, more than ever!

So yeah, about my studying in the fall; in the beginning of the summer I went to this school at Lidingö and got interviewed about a course there which has most of the aesthetic subjects in one; theater, photo, painting, writing etc. it’s a course for people who have a bit harder dealing with life, just like what my work is about. And just some day ago I got a letter from that school that I got accepted and will start the 17th of august! I’m very excited
Also, that means I might not start the work again after this vacation, but I’ll be there some days in the beginning of august to talk more about it.

In the end of July now I’m gonna work with Stockholm Pride Festival I’m a bit nervous about it, there will be some long days and hard work, but I’m excited aswell! It’s for a week.

hmm, I was gonna go to Henke tonight, but he was ill We haven’t been hanging out for a month or more cause he’s been away working, but he came home now yesterday I think.

I’m sitting eating muffins. I made blueberry muffins and chocolate chip muffins and took some to work yesterday. My boss and coworkers really liked them!
I have a blister on my tongue and it hurts and irritates me! It won’t go away I can’t talk normally cause of it :p

Damn it, I don’t know what to do tonight now… fall asleep again? :p